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And so, almost relief, as if wanting to be deaf, blind and dumb, as if only because I want to stay away from it all Saturday and Sunday I spent two days the most significant of my life. No, I did not win the Nobel, the Pulitzer Prize and I was even awarded the title of an evolutionary biologist year. I just struggled with the newspaper, made to blows with the present, a blood duel with the past and organized my first real photo exhibition.

I had lost dreams, hopes, desires, my irrepressible enthusiasm. I was empty! An empty green bottle that a storm door on the sand, in the middle of winter. In mercy and away from everyone and everything. Far from what it contained, from what we called it. Not a bottle of water, not a bottle of wine worst nor the best of Caribbean rum. A green container of translucent material and amorphous that if he had lost consciousness.

It 's been a whole year, a year when I struggled to fill the desire to do and be. And I wanted build something to counteract the destruction that I roll. Step by step, frame by frame I put together some pieces. But this time I did not do everything alone, not this time. And Friday has blossomed into an idea which I thought very, much. Has not been the most beautiful display of photos, not the most elegant and refined vernissage. But my first time. I spent two days among the most intense and loads.

Goodbye to all that was a real goodbye, you'll see ...

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Déjà Vu ...

's night, I look up from the rear-view mirror as small bright dots moving wisps, like will-o'-the-wisp of Norse mythology. My corner of my eye catches sight of a pair of slender bare feet on the dashboard that play to leave footprints on the windshield. Prior to completion of all ... a voice ...

- Between! Uei! Mica you fall asleep?! E 'half an hour I'll call you! Guide eh!

Puzzled me around, I thought I was alone, but that's where she smiles at me. Gently opens those lips and smile crosses his face and reaches those green eyes that light up.

- Mica you get angry if you support your feet? Daiiiii!

Those eyes are hypnotic, are for me what a deep dark well is for a child. An entire universe. Attracted by the beauty of what you do not have, what you do not know. A magnet. And I can not do much more than smile, I can not give any kind of vocalization. It 's the most beautiful smile I've ever seen, the most dangerous, the pit.

reach out, I make a caress. My hand can not touch it, my touch only disturbs his image. Like a stone on an image reflected from the surface of water.

The ghosts do not exist, no! But the shadows!

Suddenly all the "reality" around me begin to come off, it starts to peel off and flakes, fragments like a jigsaw puzzle of hundreds of pieces that ruin the floor. I end up in a thick fog, I seem to be an astronaut floating in some undefined point in the cosmos. The up, down, right, left. References nonsense! I am completely confused ... no ... Maybe I'm just in a corner of infinitesimal time and space. E 'night, but I do not know where, in or out. I have lost all reference. They are everywhere and nowhere.

On the ground of the arrows indicate directions and roads. I see the lights go, darting as neural impulses through synapses, the optic nerve spreading dominoes, electrifying the whole cortex and each cell. Confusion, loss of orientation. I think I hear the heartbeats. Long beats ... no! Deep and long pulse, my. They are one of suffering and elation ... I perceive something ... yes. The dark void around regains consistency. Maybe I understand ... balance and orientation, they come back from somewhere. I know exactly where I am. I recognize him perfectly.

I know exactly where they are! ... Lost! completely lost ...

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Parallels

Lately, strange things happen to me, then good things, very beautiful. I was in a place that does not really matter. Usually the place is not very important. I was there that I did on my own, as almost always late. I turn and who do I see? Almost did not believe it! A friend I've known for a time of a sudden, in one leg, one is always full of enthusiasm, always with a thousand ideas, had not seen for a long time. Almost did not believe it, damn it! And 'he. I call it, a couple of times, not to the first turn. I see, is a pair of second stop staring at me, the lights a spark, and I focus a big hug.

-fuck are you doing Between! Fuck are you doing here?
-I? What are you doing! It 'a life that I see you, and here, how often these places?
-You know, I ride!
-You do? We go there to have a beer? my treat!
Cicconardi-offering? Come on!

And so begins a very nice chat. One of those from a nearly infinite amount of time I did, at least one year, at least! It tells the story and so, one will tell me, a he, a lot of things, one, two, three birrozzi, the one I offer a him. Laughter, laughter, and laughter. Then he stops and says:

-Between!
-DIMM.
-between, you know I'm in love?
-Well ... if you mention it ... believe it!
-You can not understand ...

She looks at me straight in the eye

-Between! No! Not you!
-balls! More more, said, do not linger.
-am in love with this girl, because I do exist. You know what I think? I believe that human-kind and in general the intelligence is in place and was born because nature can accomplish that which is beautiful
-Well, you do not have a point ... If you do not turn on the light in a dark room you can not know what's inside.
-Cicconi, but mo has to do with that room?
-It was not what you meant?
-I wanted to say that if someone does not love you true you exist, but do not exist.
-Fuck how many beers we drank?
-Let me finish! I mean, we are all as of universes, each of us is a universe and all these universes exist and coexist in my opinion! Like parallel universes in the multiverse is part.
-I call an ambulance?
-Between! You do not exist if I do not do exist in my universe, a piece of you because there is a fragment of your universe is no longer parallel to mine, but it meets mine. Now imagine ...
-What? The neuro?
-Now imagine two parallel universes that become non- accidents, but fills the same space! Now, just in case that the whole is in the other and vice versa. That's why I love and loves me, because I do exist ... Totally!

It 'clear that here some of us have had a little' too! Perhaps the dialogue was a bit 'different. This is what I remember though.

And 'the worse, however, be pleased to see me, just so!

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